Though the media doesn't say a word there are a lot of people that are in their senior years and find the pills and pain and general deterioration of their lives more than they can bear. They see their close friends that they have known forever leaving them one by one. Familt members are dieing and children and grandchildren have their own lives they they no longer seem to be as big a part of as they once were.

Today my grandmother became one of these people by taking many more prescription pills than is safe and barricading herself in her bedroom. There were many times that she had said she would do this exact thing but we had all just ignored it as just her talking and nothing more. We all feel as though there is something we should have done and feel slightly responsible in some way shape or form though we all know it is irrational we can't stop the thoughts from coming. We all understand what has happened and it eats us anyway. Her youngest granddaughter, my cousin is almost 15 and she was the one that noticed that my grandmother was no longer breathing. It's something that she will never forget.

This is a way for me to talk about it. If no one comments here I won't mind one bit. It's a depressing topic that most never want to deal with and I sympathize. I never did before today.

I stole this from a friend who stole it from another person so.... Yeah it sounded like fun and keeps me straight for later reference.

1. What is your character's name?
Amaterasu Or Tera for short if she really likes you

2. What is your character's name in another language?
Overshadowed

3. How old is he/she?
20

4. What is your character's race/species?
Werewolf (3 forms)

5. Does she/he/it have a crush?
If you ask her no.... but yeah

6. Do she/he/it they have many friends?
Not a lot but she tries

7. What planet is your character from?
Uh.... Earth Duh

8. Does your character like to eat?
Yeah

9. What's his/her favorite food?
Raw/rare meat is always a treat

10. What's his/her favorite drink?
nothing in particular as a human but her wolf relishes the taste of fresh blood.

11. Is your character annoying?
Depends on what you find annoying but to some yes

13. Is your character loved?
She doesn't think so but in the world of ... reality yes

14. Is your character hated?
Yes because there are some that will always see her as a monster

15. Is she/he emo/goth?
She's borderline both

16. Is she/he straight, bisexual, or gay?
Straight ... so far

17. Is she/he a virgin?
Maybe.....

18. Name 3 hobbies:
Saving passing humans from vampires
Yelling at said humans
deflating Mateus' ego

19. Is your character normal?
HELL no

20. Is your character attractive?
Others think so but she sees herself as only run of the mill.

21. How does your character handle emotions?
Hides them deep down inside and then bursts out in rants

22. Does your character have other forms?
Yeah 2 wolf and anthro wolf

23. Does your character overreact?
ALL the time

24. Is your character a criminal?
She's killed her share but none that she has ever been arrested/caught for. Not that she'd ever let herself get caught.

25. Does your character go to school?
No She's never been able to fit in as a human

26. What's his/her IQ?
Average

27. Does your character have a disease/curse?
Lycanthropy

28. Is your character dead?
uh no.... She's wolf not spirit

29. Does your character have a family?
She did but it wasn't long before she left the dysfunctional bunch. Yes she is the closest to normal.

30. Has he/she encountered any tragic times in life?
Yeah the death of her first and to her only so far best friend. (At least that she'd acknowledge)

31. What's the best time in your character's life?
When she was still a carefree young pup that didn't understand what her family was doing was so very wrong.

33. Is your character single?
If you ask her yes... Not if you ask Mateus. And if you ask her, he isn't.

34. Has he/she developed any relationships?
Yes.... no comment to the screwed up-ness of them

35. Does he/she have an element?
Fire... lots and lots of fire though earth is what keeps her from truly going off.

36. Do you roleplay your character?
yes

37. Do you write about your character?
I will in the future

38. Does your character have a bad temper at times?
Always. -_-;; if you ask those around her

39. Does your character get depressed?
God yes

40. What's your characters favorite animal?
uh..... wolf. There are some that taste good though

41. Does your character have any fears?
living alone in the hell that is the Devil's playground

42. Does your character have any weaknesses?
Yes... the kind she can't see but others know well

43. Does your character look up to anyone?
She looked up to her parent's until she realized what they were doing.

44. Does your character like music?
Yes too bad she lives in the middle of nowhere and has nothing to play it on The whole living in a run down shack thing doesn't make it easy.

45. What's your character's favorite type of music?
anything with a good beat that matches her mood

46. Is he/she impatient?
All the time, everything is too slow for her.

47. What's something funny about your character?
She is oblivious to the obvious when it comes to the feelings of others towards her.

48. Name 5 nicknames
Tera, Sue (calling her this is a death wish) Red, nothing else really

49. Does your character have a curse?
Er... ya asked that already. XD ... still yes

50. This test is over, what does your character have to say?
I AM NOT!!!! (not what? we're not sure)